I see that sometime in the future, I will have to take a leap of faith...or in better words, I will have to bet with higher stakes in a game called life.
But before I take that giant leap, what I must do right now, is to finish running through this marathon. I hope that I can muster enough adrenaline and determination to at least accomplish this with my head held high, even though my dreams of getting first class honours are definitely dashed.

Almost everyday before I close my eyes to sleep, that waft of emotional cold sadness enters into my heart...where I could feel regret, melancholy, loneliness and, saddest of all, love emitting out of myself.

I let put a silent sigh to myself to comfort my heart, and clutch myself as I slumber this feeling away.