Do you know, that you are the only guy I think about the most?

When I was young, and had just started my life in a co-ed high school, I met the first boy, who actually looked at me and treated me well. And I had a very strong crush on him.

He did confess to me. Actually I don't know if you would call that a confession. But I think it was.

..,many things happened between us in these 4 years, but nothing came out of it.

But my feelings for him remain the same after we have separated for these 4 years.

In those years we were in high school, I was a terribly shy girl. But he relentlessly stood in front of me. But I was so very scared, that I did not do anything, and instead choose to hurt him, until, on the last day of our graduation, i still did not do anything, and so, he slipped away from me.

But deep in my heart, I have so many many things to say to him still.

This is my letter, my message and my confession to him, that he will never see, and never read.

That I'm sorry, I regret, and I still love(?) you, mister, and you are still in my heart.

(Update: did a Google search on his name, thank goodness this post didn't appear!)